i really like this passage. really really seriously from the bottom of my heart.
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Interestingly, friendships are complex social relationship that we experience in life. These relationships begin at a very young age, especially when we enrolled in either nurseries or primary schools.
In the process of growing up, we make numerous friends. For instance, children develop friendships easily with their peers who may come from different ethnic and religious backgrounds. This is particularly true in Malaysia which consists of a multi-racial and multi-cultural population. Upon becoming teenagers, these children face greater challenges in building friendships. This is due to their ever-changing emotional needs and their immediate environmental influence.
As they grow up and mature, teenagers will look for long lasting relationships. Hence, they continue their friendships with those who share similar interest with them and who would be with them through good and bad times. They would also try to make friends with those who would share their success and failures. Maturity will also teach teenagers to discriminate between genuine friends and those who are there to take advantages of them. They would also learn recognize the friends whom they can rely upon. Ultimately, their circle of friends becomes few and exclusive.
Clearly, teenagers would discover that developing friendships may be easy. However, they would also that recognizing who good friends really are may be a difficult task in a life.
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the point is, i am that kind of friends. dulu, saya ada ramai kawan. pastu lama lama kawan tu semakin hilang sebab saye rasa tak serasi dengan dia. jadilah ada beberapa orang je kawan saye. kami hidup gembira aman damai. lepastu bila start pindah ni, saya ada masalah kawan. kawan saya tak sama interest dengan saya. menyebabkan saya tak banyak cakap sangat. menyebabkan saya jadi seorang yang terlalu pendiam sangat. well, iam pendiam, tapi ade lah mase tertentu saya bertukar jadi bising. tapi skrg, tak selalu saya bising. sebab saye sendiri tak tahu nk ckp pasal ape. kalau ckp kang, diorang bukan tahu. teacher intan ckp, kawan yang enjoy senang nak cari. kawan yang akan nangis sebab kita, jarang ada. tulah. saye ade kawan mcm tu dulu. dia nangis sebab saya. teacher intan ckp lagi, kalau kita mati suatu hari nanti, siapa antara kawan kita yang akan nangis? masa tu saye terfikrkan seseorang. sorang je. ONE AND THE ONLY. tapi kitorang dah tak rapat sangat. mungkin sebab sebab dia ialah jauh sangat. dah pindah kan. lepastu sebab kitorang tak sama interests. tak sama langsung. kitorang tak saling memahami. hmmm, nak cari kawan mmg susah. kan best kalau ada kawan yang sanggup dengar apa yang kita nak cakap, bila tahu keburukan dengan kebaikan kita, dia still nak kawan dengan kita lagi, dia setia dengan kita. dia takkan tikam belakang. and yang penting, dia nangis kalau apa apa jadi kat kita. macam kalau kita mati. tak nangis, sedih pun boleh. terasa kehilangan bila kita tak ada. rasa mcm ada something missing. hmm. i'm looking for that kind of friend. saya pernah ada. tapi tulah, kitorang LAIN LAIN. DIA BUDAK BAIK, saya budak jahat. DIA PANDAI, saya apelah sangat. DIA 11A, saya 4A je. DIA SUKA BENDA YANG BAIK BAIK, saya suke benda yang melalaikan. haha, nice one kan? melalaikan. of course lah thingy like lagu orang barat, suka hangout kat KL, gossip thingy like that lahh kan. tapi memang rasa kehilangan sangat sangat bila dia tak ada. HILANG.
HILANG.
HILANG.
HILANG.
HILANG.
HILANG.
HILANG.
HILANG.
kbai.
